[ This is just making things more awkward, isn't it? Stuff had already been awkward enough between them ever since that little incident, but.. well, this sure isn't making matters any easier.
It's why, at first, he just sits there and watches as Nam Soon turns around to doubtlessly try to go back to sleep again. He doesn't stop there, even though his gaze travels up at the ceiling when a small sound of exasperation escapes him.
What is he supposed to do? This whole issue is so awkward to confront, but if they're just going to turn around it like this.. well, it's not going to help anything either. It'll just makes their friendship regress once more, and that is the one thing Heung Soo doesn't want to happen either. Confusing makeouts that actually turned him on quite a bit back there that he doesn't know how to feel about now or not.
He knows Nam Soon won't start about it. That guy always avoids everything this way - Heung Soo has realised enough about Nam Soon in the past and Nam Soon now to know he won't. And it's not like it's easy for him to start, since it's embarrassing as hell, but..
.. he just doesn't want things to be like this between them. Especially not in some weirdass place where getting killed is apparently a monthly thing. ]
Go Nam Soon.
[ After those few moments, he speaks up - purposefully raising (although not angrily, just more loudly) his voice a little. ]
.. What are you thinking.
[ It's probably a dumb question now. Of all times. After his stupid pissy behaviour he can't really explain either, while Nam Soon's trying to sleep.. but it's not meant as small talk anyway, they don't do that stuff. It's just said instead with a tone that suggests he doesn't mean it as small talk - that he wants a real answer so they can sort this out. He won't take any bullshit answers that the other is feeling fine right now or whatever. Or thinking that he wants to sleep. ]
It's embarrassing, you bastard. Since I don't know how to talk about it if you don't. [ See, he'll explain at least.. a little bit.. whatever he can, anyway, and Heung Soo frowns in frustration at not even being able to sort out his own thoughts half of the time concerning this, really. ]
the homo is too real
It's why, at first, he just sits there and watches as Nam Soon turns around to doubtlessly try to go back to sleep again. He doesn't stop there, even though his gaze travels up at the ceiling when a small sound of exasperation escapes him.
What is he supposed to do? This whole issue is so awkward to confront, but if they're just going to turn around it like this.. well, it's not going to help anything either. It'll just makes their friendship regress once more, and that is the one thing Heung Soo doesn't want to happen either. Confusing makeouts that actually turned him on quite a bit back there that he doesn't know how to feel about now or not.
He knows Nam Soon won't start about it. That guy always avoids everything this way - Heung Soo has realised enough about Nam Soon in the past and Nam Soon now to know he won't. And it's not like it's easy for him to start, since it's embarrassing as hell, but..
.. he just doesn't want things to be like this between them. Especially not in some weirdass place where getting killed is apparently a monthly thing. ]
Go Nam Soon.
[ After those few moments, he speaks up - purposefully raising (although not angrily, just more loudly) his voice a little. ]
.. What are you thinking.
[ It's probably a dumb question now. Of all times. After his stupid pissy behaviour he can't really explain either, while Nam Soon's trying to sleep.. but it's not meant as small talk anyway, they don't do that stuff. It's just said instead with a tone that suggests he doesn't mean it as small talk - that he wants a real answer so they can sort this out. He won't take any bullshit answers that the other is feeling fine right now or whatever. Or thinking that he wants to sleep. ]
It's embarrassing, you bastard. Since I don't know how to talk about it if you don't. [ See, he'll explain at least.. a little bit.. whatever he can, anyway, and Heung Soo frowns in frustration at not even being able to sort out his own thoughts half of the time concerning this, really. ]