[ Nam Soon's words only make everything even more complicated. Because Heung Soo is thinking the same thing as his friend - he enjoyed what happened there, despite everything. It's confusing as hell to think about, and he has no clue how to feel about it, but he can't deny that despite the fact that it was all egged on by something other than themselves, he really enjoyed it. Being that close to Nam Soon, the way adrenaline was racing through his body which for once didn't have to do with one of their dumb iljin practices or generally getting into trouble at school..
But now he's hearing that coming from the other guy's mouth, he's even less sure of what to think. He can't see Nam Soon's face, and it makes it even harder to determine what the other is really thinking about all this. Heung Soo knows they got pushed by something else, that it wasn't just from their own free wills, but even so.. dammit, what is he supposed to do with the feeling that he actually enjoyed it?
Especially if Nam Soon is putting it this way, and for a moment he can't help but wonder if he's just the only one who feels that way about it. Awkward. ]
I'm not reading into it.
[ It sounds more grumpy-defensive than anything else though. It's already damn confusing enough, the thought that he hadn't minded it back then - he doesn't need some weird insecurity of Nam Soon not feeling the same to add to that. ]
You're the one that won't stop sleeping. [ You think that sleeping behaviour of the past days has gone by your best friend, Nam Soon.. because it sure hasn't. And Heung Soo is at least sharp enough when it comes to the other to realise he does that because he wants to avoid the whole issue to begin with. ] Lazy bastard.
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But now he's hearing that coming from the other guy's mouth, he's even less sure of what to think. He can't see Nam Soon's face, and it makes it even harder to determine what the other is really thinking about all this. Heung Soo knows they got pushed by something else, that it wasn't just from their own free wills, but even so.. dammit, what is he supposed to do with the feeling that he actually enjoyed it?
Especially if Nam Soon is putting it this way, and for a moment he can't help but wonder if he's just the only one who feels that way about it. Awkward. ]
I'm not reading into it.
[ It sounds more grumpy-defensive than anything else though. It's already damn confusing enough, the thought that he hadn't minded it back then - he doesn't need some weird insecurity of Nam Soon not feeling the same to add to that. ]
You're the one that won't stop sleeping. [ You think that sleeping behaviour of the past days has gone by your best friend, Nam Soon.. because it sure hasn't. And Heung Soo is at least sharp enough when it comes to the other to realise he does that because he wants to avoid the whole issue to begin with. ] Lazy bastard.