[ It's the most forced and transparent lie ever. Sure, Nam Soon does sleep a whole lot compared to any person's natural average, but.. come on, does Nam Soon really think he isn't going to notice why he's trying to sleep even more when it's all right after that incident happened?
Heung Soo knows his best friend better than that. And maybe it's since he's sitting here and only able to see his best friend's back, but it feels stupidly familiar.
It feels just like that day he was abandoned by Nam Soon, only able to watch his retreating back from behind the hospital window.
There's a small bitter part of him left over by those days that tells him to just let it happen then. If that guy insists on being like this and abandoning him again, even if it's in a less literal way and more just avoiding him.. then well, whatever, let that dumb bastard do that if he wants to so badly. (But it's immediately followed by a feeling that tugs so heavily on his heart that it hurts and he can't truly continue the thought.)
Still, something about the avoidance hurts all the same. Even if it's just them coping, he doesn't want to cope like this. He doesn't want this awkward mood between them to go on, he doesn't want to keep avoiding each other like this when they're all they have in this weirdass place.
His chest feels tight, and he grits his teeth for a moment before speaking up. ]
If I'm being dramatic, then why won't you turn around and face me?! [ The hurt is definitely bleeding over in his tone. He knows he's just being more dramatic this way, just like Nam Soon is saying, but he can't help it at this point. ]
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Heung Soo knows his best friend better than that. And maybe it's since he's sitting here and only able to see his best friend's back, but it feels stupidly familiar.
It feels just like that day he was abandoned by Nam Soon, only able to watch his retreating back from behind the hospital window.
There's a small bitter part of him left over by those days that tells him to just let it happen then. If that guy insists on being like this and abandoning him again, even if it's in a less literal way and more just avoiding him.. then well, whatever, let that dumb bastard do that if he wants to so badly. (But it's immediately followed by a feeling that tugs so heavily on his heart that it hurts and he can't truly continue the thought.)
Still, something about the avoidance hurts all the same. Even if it's just them coping, he doesn't want to cope like this. He doesn't want this awkward mood between them to go on, he doesn't want to keep avoiding each other like this when they're all they have in this weirdass place.
His chest feels tight, and he grits his teeth for a moment before speaking up. ]
If I'm being dramatic, then why won't you turn around and face me?! [ The hurt is definitely bleeding over in his tone. He knows he's just being more dramatic this way, just like Nam Soon is saying, but he can't help it at this point. ]