[this sort of thing is what nam soon wants and needs most. it's buried in comfortable feelings—things that are distinctly them and unchanging, no matter how much time passes. whether they were 8 or 13, or coming up on 20, they could throw pillows and roughhouse and it would always be the same.
after all that's happened, both today and in the last few days, he needs this more than anything else. and it's obvious that heung soo does too, because he's smiling now. he looks happy, and that makes nam soon feel nothing but relief. good... good, they could still be this way with each other, despite the things that keep standing in their way. nam soon can put up with a little embarrassment if it's for that cause.
which he will, because his ears only get more red when he realizes how much he enjoys seeing heung soo happy. his best friend has had a lot of hardships, and nam soon knows many of them were his fault, so it's hard not to feel this way when he can smile that way. yeah, his ears are red and he's ill-prepared for being hit with a pillow.
....which leads to flailing limbs at a reaction.] Yah!
[he already gets the victory of knowing how embarrassed nam soon is right now, does he have to rub it in with a pillow victory too? he's going to have to make a grab for the pillow to fight back, in that case.]
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after all that's happened, both today and in the last few days, he needs this more than anything else. and it's obvious that heung soo does too, because he's smiling now. he looks happy, and that makes nam soon feel nothing but relief. good... good, they could still be this way with each other, despite the things that keep standing in their way. nam soon can put up with a little embarrassment if it's for that cause.
which he will, because his ears only get more red when he realizes how much he enjoys seeing heung soo happy. his best friend has had a lot of hardships, and nam soon knows many of them were his fault, so it's hard not to feel this way when he can smile that way. yeah, his ears are red and he's ill-prepared for being hit with a pillow.
....which leads to flailing limbs at a reaction.] Yah!
[he already gets the victory of knowing how embarrassed nam soon is right now, does he have to rub it in with a pillow victory too? he's going to have to make a grab for the pillow to fight back, in that case.]