unathletic: (you could have been standing)
park "very grim yogurt" heung soo ( 박흥수 ) ([personal profile] unathletic) wrote in [personal profile] unpresidential 2015-01-08 07:12 am (UTC)

action; backdated until after the ghost event....

[ Once Heung Soo actually regains his body - well, there's only one priority here, obviously. The past while has just been sheer agony, being unable to do anything but watch as his best friend freaked out like that.. no matter how much he called out Nam Soon's name, he didn't answer, as if he really couldn't notice at all that he was right there, just invisible. It took him going around and asking other people to actually find someone who could even inform Nam Soon that he was there at all before it would even get worse. Heung Soo is well aware of just how much Nam Soon can flip out because of him. Even if at first he had believed the other didn't care, he knows better by now - with the way he freaked out when Jung Ho attacked him, both back home and the fake one here.. of course Nam Soon would then flip out as well if he thought Heung Soo had disappeared from this place.

(If not just because he would have done the same if Nam Soon really left, if the tables had been turned around - even if it might have been in a different way, it still definitely would have been flipping out, Heung Soo isn't even bothering to deny that to himself.)

But that just means he has to get back as soon as possible the moment he notices that he can actually touch stuff again, that he has an actual body again. The out of body experience had been weird as hell enough in itself, but honestly, Heung Soo didn't have time at all to focus on it. From the very beginning after the intial surprise all of his thoughts had been about Nam Soon, especially once he saw the other freak out.. and inbetween watching over the other guy without being able to do a single thing and going around trying to find help to contact Nam Soon on one hand and try to find a solution for all of this on the other hand (because there's only so long he can watch his most important person like this before he feels like he's threatening to crumble as well) there has hardly been time to think about himself and his condition on a more personal level.

So he tries to not think about it now either. This isn't the time to feel weird about that, or freak out about that. Instead Heung Soo runs back over to their apartment as soon as possible, convinced that Nam Soon hasn't moved an inch from the way he left him only a little bit ago. He doesn't even think about his leg - after days of not feeling anything at all, he'll take the sharp pain to the knee that he feels whenever he overexerts it, thanks - there's only Nam Soon right now. Because he was already reluctant to leave the other alone just in case something might happen, or he might do somethng stupid, but he really did want to find a way to solve this mess until this mess somehow solved itself.

So honestly? He doesn't give much of a shit that he's completely out of breath by the time he's ran to the building and up the stairs, that he probably looks dishevelled as hell putting his card through the reader at their door so quickly that he's practically slamming it into the device, pulling the door open -- ]


Nam Soon-ah!

[ That's the tone of "you've better been alright in the five minutes I took my eyes off you, you bastard." Definitely.

Because it's the tone that means he's been worried as all hell, and without any real way to have been able to express it all this time, it just all comes out at once now instead. ]

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