[ At least he gives in easily after making that slight sound first. Mostly since he doesn't really want the other nagging him over it in return now. It makes things a little more normal again, it proves that Nam Soon is just fine even after his breakdown just now.. but even so, he doesn't want Nam Soon to have to overdo it right now either. Even though he hits the nail straight on the head when he mentions Heung Soo should worry about his body later, even though he really is worried what the hell this body has been up to while he couldn't do anything.. even so, he's still more worried about the other.
That's how things always go between the two of them, after all.
But after the short answer, he does pick up his chopsticks to slowly start putting some of the ramen into his own mouth as well, slowly chewing. He didn't feel too hungry, so that's at least a good sign that his body was being taken care of, but.. well, it still doesn't mean all that much.
He does try to put it out of his mind for now though, just like Nam Soon said. For now he just wants to fuss over the other a little and even more than that, enjoy the soft warmth that his company brings, the tingling sensation on his lips that remains even now.
They're alright. That's what is important. They're both here, they're alright.. even if weird stuff happens, in the end, they always turn out alright like this.
It's an important thought, and one that calms him more than anything as they quietly eat for a few moments before he finally speaks up again. ]
.. That day. [ He doesn't have to mention which, considering what just happened between the two of them.. it's a complete parallel, even if it's been so long - years upon years upon years. That day when Nam Soon's mother died, when Heung Soo had come back for him, when their friendship had been firmly cemented as something special, something even a little beyond the usual.
He pauses a moment, only the sound of the chopsticks clattering against the bowls audible. ]
When I transferred, I thought a lot had changed. [ It's why he was so angry, so frustrated with everything, so confused. Because the Nam Soon who looked at him with that broken look in his eyes wasn't the same Tsunami who left him behind at the hospital years prior to that. ] .. Now.. I guess that isn't really true.
[ Because they're right back where they started. Sure, with a little more, since Heung Soo would never have thought of actually kissing Nam Soon to try and calm him down back on that day when they were so much younger. But even so, it almost feels like rounding out the circle. ]
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[ At least he gives in easily after making that slight sound first. Mostly since he doesn't really want the other nagging him over it in return now. It makes things a little more normal again, it proves that Nam Soon is just fine even after his breakdown just now.. but even so, he doesn't want Nam Soon to have to overdo it right now either. Even though he hits the nail straight on the head when he mentions Heung Soo should worry about his body later, even though he really is worried what the hell this body has been up to while he couldn't do anything.. even so, he's still more worried about the other.
That's how things always go between the two of them, after all.
But after the short answer, he does pick up his chopsticks to slowly start putting some of the ramen into his own mouth as well, slowly chewing. He didn't feel too hungry, so that's at least a good sign that his body was being taken care of, but.. well, it still doesn't mean all that much.
He does try to put it out of his mind for now though, just like Nam Soon said. For now he just wants to fuss over the other a little and even more than that, enjoy the soft warmth that his company brings, the tingling sensation on his lips that remains even now.
They're alright. That's what is important. They're both here, they're alright.. even if weird stuff happens, in the end, they always turn out alright like this.
It's an important thought, and one that calms him more than anything as they quietly eat for a few moments before he finally speaks up again. ]
.. That day. [ He doesn't have to mention which, considering what just happened between the two of them.. it's a complete parallel, even if it's been so long - years upon years upon years. That day when Nam Soon's mother died, when Heung Soo had come back for him, when their friendship had been firmly cemented as something special, something even a little beyond the usual.
He pauses a moment, only the sound of the chopsticks clattering against the bowls audible. ]
When I transferred, I thought a lot had changed. [ It's why he was so angry, so frustrated with everything, so confused. Because the Nam Soon who looked at him with that broken look in his eyes wasn't the same Tsunami who left him behind at the hospital years prior to that. ] .. Now.. I guess that isn't really true.
[ Because they're right back where they started. Sure, with a little more, since Heung Soo would never have thought of actually kissing Nam Soon to try and calm him down back on that day when they were so much younger. But even so, it almost feels like rounding out the circle. ]