[the exasperated phrasing comes out quickly in succession as nam soon flops onto his back. he stays there, just as heung soo shoved him for a moment before scooting over a bit to make room for his friend.
it is his bed, after all.
nam soon can feel heung soo's shoulders against him, and it's only a matter of seconds before he's closing his eyes and settling into a position that's comfortable enough for him. it's nice, he thinks, to continue to be able to feel the tangibility of his best friend at a time like this. even if nam soon's used to sleeping alone more than he cares to admit, having someone so important by his side is so much better. it serves as a refreshing reminder that regardless of whatever strange circumstances lay ahead, they can get through it together. he's pretty sure he can get through just about anything with heung soo beside him, after all. it's still upsetting, realizing that the people they did care about were gone...
he still hasn't totally reconciled that not just heung soo's sister, but jung-ssaem, kang-ssaem, young woo, kang joo... and almost especially persevering bastards like jung ho and yi kyung... weren't there facing this bizarre bullshit situation alongside them. he tries not to think about it much; he has enough nightmares about things in his life already. for a kid who can be so empty-headed at times, right now, it's still filled with a lot of thoughts in their brief moment of silence.
but as heung soo speaks up again, he can't help but sigh.]
You're right. [it's not like he can really deny it. he worries about heung soo so much, enough that even his own sleep hasn't been so good. how can he rest comfortably when he has no idea how his best friend is coping on his own with these things that plague them? but it's been a mix of pride and not wanting to overstep the boundaries they'd only narrowly gotten back that kept him from pressing further. nam soon may have pushed and pushed, never leaving heung soo alone while things were rocky...
but he still understands a need for time and space. though maybe, just maybe, this should have been a time when he didn't relent. how come he can never get the timing on these things right? he's not sure. he's bad at this kind of stuff.] Some asshole taught me how to be a meddlesome bastard when it comes to these things. Now you're stuck with me, since I can't leave you alone like this.
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[the exasperated phrasing comes out quickly in succession as nam soon flops onto his back. he stays there, just as heung soo shoved him for a moment before scooting over a bit to make room for his friend.
it is his bed, after all.
nam soon can feel heung soo's shoulders against him, and it's only a matter of seconds before he's closing his eyes and settling into a position that's comfortable enough for him. it's nice, he thinks, to continue to be able to feel the tangibility of his best friend at a time like this. even if nam soon's used to sleeping alone more than he cares to admit, having someone so important by his side is so much better. it serves as a refreshing reminder that regardless of whatever strange circumstances lay ahead, they can get through it together. he's pretty sure he can get through just about anything with heung soo beside him, after all. it's still upsetting, realizing that the people they did care about were gone...
he still hasn't totally reconciled that not just heung soo's sister, but jung-ssaem, kang-ssaem, young woo, kang joo... and almost especially persevering bastards like jung ho and yi kyung... weren't there facing this bizarre bullshit situation alongside them. he tries not to think about it much; he has enough nightmares about things in his life already. for a kid who can be so empty-headed at times, right now, it's still filled with a lot of thoughts in their brief moment of silence.
but as heung soo speaks up again, he can't help but sigh.]
You're right. [it's not like he can really deny it. he worries about heung soo so much, enough that even his own sleep hasn't been so good. how can he rest comfortably when he has no idea how his best friend is coping on his own with these things that plague them? but it's been a mix of pride and not wanting to overstep the boundaries they'd only narrowly gotten back that kept him from pressing further. nam soon may have pushed and pushed, never leaving heung soo alone while things were rocky...
but he still understands a need for time and space. though maybe, just maybe, this should have been a time when he didn't relent. how come he can never get the timing on these things right? he's not sure. he's bad at this kind of stuff.] Some asshole taught me how to be a meddlesome bastard when it comes to these things. Now you're stuck with me, since I can't leave you alone like this.