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go "phd in napping" nam soon (고남순) ([personal profile] unpresidential) wrote2014-08-12 11:24 pm
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unathletic: (why tear this heart out)

[personal profile] unathletic 2015-02-24 08:55 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Honestly, Heung Soo's biggest relief about this situation comes with the fact that Nam Soon is alright. Even though he broke down just as much as he did on the day of the funeral, he's now just eating like usually, he's warmly leaning against him. He's pretty sure that it must still be weighing heavily on him (since it still weighs heavily on Heung Soo too that he wasn't able to do more all this time) but at least they're on the right track again now.

They'll work it out again together, somehow.. even if it's by crawling into the same bed after they're done eating and being soothed by each other's warmth and company.

They've always been better at doing these sort of things without words, after all.

It's why Heung Soo doesn't say anything. He knows he doesn't have to. Even though he finished his food more quickly since he was eating a little bit more before, he just leaves the bowl and the chopsticks in his lap for the moment, not moving a single inch from where he's sitting.

Nam Soon is leaning against him, after all, and needs the contact...

.. and honestly, Heung Soo needs it as well. ]
unathletic: (and we'll all float on okay)

[personal profile] unathletic 2015-02-27 03:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ For once he doesn't really care to make a biting remark to that statement like they usually would have done. The mood is just too nice for it right now, and maybe he's starting to feel a little sleepy just by how content they are together like this after that outburst of emotion just now.

Instead he just lets out a half-amused sound at it, shaking his head a little. For a moment Heung Soo just sit there, since.. well, he doesn't really want to move all that much. He's just fine sitting here, just soaking up this feeling, since it's pretty rare. Especially in a place like this, where it seems like every time they manage to settle just a little bit, everything gets thrown upside down all over again.

But he knows that sitting here means probably falling asleep here too. And while they're no strangers to just sleeping on the ground, he thinks their bodies need something a little better than that after this kind of situation.

So he slowly stands up (after making sure it means Nam Soon won't just fall over without the support), grabbing both of their bowls. ]


.. go to bed. [ He even motions a little with the bowls, as if to get him going. Nam Soon's body is still weak, but hopefully he can at least drag himself over there.. ] I'll come in a moment.

[ Since he has to dump these in the sink first, but that's the only thing he plans on doing for now. Honest. He doesn't want to leave Nam Soon alone just as much as the other doesn't want to be left alone. To a point where he's even openly sounding a little like a parent about it, yes. Look how he's embarrassing himself for your sake.. ]
unathletic: (why tear this heart out)

[personal profile] unathletic 2015-03-04 08:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Nam Soon won't have to wait for long. All Heung Soo does is put the stuff into the sink, and then he at least cleans it up a little bit.. who knows how long they'll be conked out after all this, anyway. Not that Heung Soo is so tired that he thinks he'll sleep that long, but.. well, something tells him that he won't really want to leave the other alone for a moment once he crawls into that bed, even when Nam Soon is asleep.

So once he's left things behind in a way that he deems satisfactory enough for now, he's already heading over to the bedroom as well, slipping out of his shoes instead and leaving those in the living room (he didn't exactly have a mind to take them off when he ran in frantically to look for Nam Soon, and he doesn't feel like properly putting them away and making the other wait more now).

He doesn't say a word when he enters the room though. Instead he just moves over to the bed, slipping in besides Nam Soon like it's natural. Let's face it, it might as well be by now - despite not having shared beds before they got into this place, he's gotten fairly used to it by now.

.. it's nice, anyway. Even if he's not the one who needs it the most by now and he knows it.

It's exactly because Heung Soo knows this much that he doesn't just lie down and go to sleep. Nam Soon's already close enough, since it's a little cramped like this, but.. well, after all the shit that's happened, a little more can't hurt. It's a little more like what he did all those years ago, when Nam Soon was just as much of a small child that needed to be comforted than he is now.

It's embarrassing as hell, sure, but part of his brain already feels a little tired and doesn't care. And it's not like anyone is going to see anyway.

Whatever.

Heung Soo wraps his arms around his bastard, pulling him closer so Nam Soon can bury his head against him.

He doesn't say anything else - what is there that has to be said? His actions can do it all for him. That he's here, that he cares for Nam Soon, and that there's no way in hell he's going to leave again if he has a say in it at all.

So just sleep, you bastard - he'll be here. ]
unathletic: (this is my true objective)

[personal profile] unathletic 2015-03-07 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Heung Soo doesn't fall asleep before Nam Soon does. He makes sure of that, lying there awake even when he notices the other closing his eyes. He just lies there, patiently waiting, as he can feel Nam Soon's heartbeat steady against his own, his breath evening now, becoming a little calmer..

Nam Soon is relaxing. It's natural when you sleep, but it shows that he's sleeping comfortably now.

It's a relief. After everything that happened, after the toll it took on them.. at least Heung Soo can be glad that his best friend can sleep like this again, even if it takes holding him like this. (Not like he minds, though, it's nice and warm and it's doing just as much to steady and relax him, although he doesn't admit it as easily.)

He watches Nam Soon for a few moments more, like he's trying to take in the other's peaceful sleeping features, but then he closes his own eyes as well, settling in as he softly drifts to sleep. ]